Posted 8 years ago with 3,503 notes
#specter
: solace

fcxparkjimin:

( `for a moment, jimin was tempted to question jeongguk about what really happened. he still only picked out few vague details out of a bunch of semi-incoherent sobs, and he was curious. there was a time and place to find that stuff out though— and that definitely wasn’t right now. ) Hey— it’s cool. I mean— that’s what friends are for, right? ( `he flashes a rather cheeky smile as he helps his friend along— a brief moment passes where he wonders if his friend was hurt— but he seemed more… exhausted than hurt? yeah, that sounded about right. it was a bit awkward with someone taller than him leaning against him for support— but it wasn’t that bad. he carefully starts leading his friend up to his room, babbling along as if it would somehow help ) You know— sometimes I listen to music when I’m sad, too. Some people listen to sad songs, but I like happy songs— and sometimes I dance a ton, too— just so I can feel happy! I look kinda goofy when i do it— but I mean, it works! 

{* jeongguk falls back into a haunting silence, giving the occasional nods and hums with his fingers curling into jimin’s sleeve. he’s still distraught – that much is obvious to himself, but his face feels too puffy and swollen and he can still feel his own fingers trembling as they hold onto his friend. the younger male seeks some sort of relief in listening to the other’s words, eyes darting over to jimin’s profile every so often before targeting the floor again *} music … {* he had thrown out every page of lyrics he’s written when he was at his peak of his mental vulnerability – but now looking back, it seemed like such a waste, even if a fair amount had been about her – *} i … i write … music– k-kind of … {* it’s his attempt at holding a conversation that doesn’t have him brought on the verge of tears but it’s something to keep him distracted while jimin leads him *}

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Posted 8 years ago with 93 notes
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{ * his eyes easily land on him, lips tugging down as he notices the look on his face; nothing short of heartbreak written across it. he decidedly steps forward, stomach dropping slightly at the words—her head? he got her head?—as his eyes flicker to the object sat before the boy's, eyes narrowing at the sweater wrapped around it; he knows it very well } it's okay, { * starts, as soothingly as possible, as he steps over, hands extending to grasp onto the boy's arm and tug lightly } cmon, guk-ah.

i … i couldn’t … {* trails off, teeth biting down hard on his lower lip, watching the older male come closer to him. he doesn’t want jaehun to face loss like him– no, that’d be the worst thing– he’s slow in reacting to the tug, but it doesn’t fail in getting him to eventually stand up straight *} it … {* his eyes return to the head before flickering back to his hyung, biting on his lip again, this time almost making it bleed *} i .. g-got it … {* then whispers *} i’m … jinri noona … she told me not to look back … {* i’m sorry, he would say – but he’s just so tired *} 

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{ * presses his lips together as he steps in the room, brow twitching slightly at the stench that greets his nose } what the... { * glances around with furrowed brows, hoping to find his roommate or some sort of explanation } jeongguk?

{* maybe it’s a bit weird to be staring at the head for too long but it’s really growing to become a concern – cross-legged on the floor, he lets his eyes flicker up to the voice in a moment of surprise, then distort to an expression of guilt upon seeing jaehun’s face. because all he thinks about is jinri and her rushed whispers telling him not to look back, and look what happened to her– *} h … yung. {* croaks out, afraid to meet eye contact with him *} … s … sorry … i … i got the – {* gestures to the head wrapped up in jinri’s sweater *} but … but i couldn’t help her …

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